Sunday, May 15, 2011

Oprah' last weightloss show

Okay let start by saying I weigh 182 pounds.  I am 4'11.  So needless to say I am overweight.  Today Oprah had her last weightloss show.  I can't get over how much people change by losing weight.  It makes me wonder what I would look like.  No one has ever said I was a beauty.  I have long ago been called sexy, but that I believe was just from guys wanting to play around.  I figure I start doing a blog, it may make me accountable.  You see nothing is motivating me.  I have to input here that I have a deppressive disorder.  I have been ill for a long time.  I doing okay, actually I do a lot of work for suicide prevention. 

I am hoping to get support.  Something has to give.  You see I am diabetic.  What did I eat for supper?  A cheese danish.  Yep.  I looked online and again it says to avoid carbs.  I know all this, but I give in. 

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